Relieved...
It's had been quite a long time i din do any posting... Well, i'm busying with my assignments. Uni life are filled with lots of assignment... Sometimes, i feel like i cant breathe, the moment i finish one and hand it in, another new assignment will come in. Sigh...What to do? It's my own choice of doing a combined degree instead of single degree... Arts subject are all about readings and essays. A person really need to concretrate all the time on his/her readings in order to do good. For those people who know me well, you'll understand my feelings now. I'm certainly not tat type of student that will read or revise my stuff during normal days. :p Kind of lazy... Perhaps, it's a good trainning for me; a chance to learn; learn to be consistent in my studies. Hope i can cope with it...Okay... I hand in 3 assignments on thursday, 3 due on the same day! What a tragedy for me??? Dun really hav confidence in the media, politics & society test... Seroiusly i regretted taking that subject. I always thought i'm interested in politics, so i picked that subject, bear in mind that i'll enjoy it... Well, it's not that i'm not interested in politics anymore. The problem is I'm not familiar with Aussie/western context of politics, d one that i'm keen to study is Msia/Asia context of politics. Every tuesday, i really struggle in the tutorial... I'm the only Asian there. Everyone else there like got lots of opinion and their own thoughts, except me! I feel like i'm the stupidest people in class, never have that kind of feeling before in my entire life... I dunno what to say in the dicussions. I feel that all those people are looking down on me ;-( I dunno what to do... Now, i'm considering whether i wanna take Global Politics next sem, if not i'll most probably change it to Japanese Studies. Stil thinking... Can anyone there help? Give me some opinions...
Anyway, Semester 1 is coming to its end. Exams approaching; winter holidays coming; semester 2 coming means that i have to pay for tuition fees again!!!; what else? I got headache when it comes to money... The exchange rate is high... When i wanna buy something or eat something, i have to think 1st, it's not that i cant afford it but somehow i feel that it's not worthdid. Well, this is not a way a Commerce student should think. In Economics, we learn that we must compare a dollar to a dollar. I'm stil trying hard, trying not to convert it to RM but it's tough, really tough...
Guess that's all for now... Wanna rest... It's had been a long time, i din have a good sleep coz busying wif assignments.
posted by Dan Xuan @ 12:42 AM
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