Holidays Are On!
Finally, I finished all my exams & assignments.Went to College Square and stay over at Yin Ci's place last Thursday. Helped May on her accounting essay, learned from her mum how to make egg tarts, and had some wonderful moments there.
I wished I could stay there as well. How wonderful it would be if I can stay outside, instead of here??? I wondered...
Never had that kind of life before... Really looking forward to it. Life where I have freedom; where I can learn to be independent; where I can cook myself and manage my own place; etc.
During my A-levels time in Taylor's College, I stayed with my uncle. Now, I stay with my aunt. Dont know when would I have the chance to stay outside alone or with friends, wihout having my relatives 'take care' of me.
It's not that they treat me 'badly', somehow they treat me well. And I appreciate it! But, sometimes conflicts can happen. I dont want to see those things affect our relationship. Just like what happen last year... That really bothers me and I dont understand why u guys can be so harsh to me??? Cant u have more trusts in me or am I really that bad in your hearts? Why must someone that I respect so much dont believe in me and yet blamed me for something that I did not meant to??? I'm really sad and down about it; until now, when I recall that incident, I still cant stop sobbing. Call me 'soft' but I cant help it. I cant stand people accusing me for something that is not true...
Just some random thoughts... I understand the difficulties of my family; I dont want to further burden them. Staying outside means extra expenses, a lot more as rental here are superb high. But, I just hope that my wishes will come true one day. So that I can have my own life, very own life...
posted by Dan Xuan @ 12:07 AM
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