Random Thought...
Sometimes I doubt my decision of doing a double degree of Commerce/Arts instead of a straight Commerce. Lately, lots of people seems to be asking me the same question as well. I dont know how to answer them, perhaps I chosse not to answer...At first, I wanted to do Commerce/Law, but unfortunately my A-Levels result were not impressive enough so I chossen Commerce/Arts. Frankly speaking, sometimes I struggled with my arts subjects, particularly political science. Those people in my tutorial always have so many to talk about, their opinion, their own thoughts regarding the current world politics. I'm always so quiet as I dont know what to talk about.
During my school days in AMC or even A-Levels days in Taylors, I'm pretty confident with my knowledge; I can talk about Malaysian economy, politics, etc. However, over here, I felt that I'm so weak in these topics. I'm just like a 'katak bawah tempurung'.
Had a phone chat with my mum just now, heard a lot of things that happen recently, felt down... Sigh... I cant help anything!!!
I'm actually thinking should I stick to my plan and continue with my combined degree or should I drop the Arts??? But I'm starting to like them, they really widen my horizon and in a way allow me to think critically in certain issues...
Haih... Life's a struggle! I simply dont like to make a choice like this...
posted by Dan Xuan @ 11:49 PM
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