Speechless...
Sigh... I dont know what to write...Currently, I feel so down. Just about 3 hours ago, Qi Lun told me Yin Ci is not going to Sydney. My first reaction was shocked and I asked him back what should I do then? I shouldnt have ask him that question. I then asked him why is she not going, He just answer she got some family problems. Later, Yin Ci kept apologies to me. I still have little idea about what is happening but I sensed that it's something serious because she's crying.
Then, found out from May that her father pass away. Haih... She must be very hurt and sad now. I can understand that because I encounter it before.... Cant really remember how I feel when my dad pass away... That time I was only 6 years old plus. Perhaps I am not that shocked because he suffered cancer before that and may be I have some sort of so called 'preparation' in my hearts of hearts. I dont know... Or may be that time I was too young to understand the kind of pain/hurt.
Life is full of uncertainties and no one can predict what will happen tomorrow. Really... Everything can happen wihout you aware. So, dont ever waste a single second when you stil have it with you. Your parents, your friends, your own health, etc... Everything is so precious in this world and dont complain with what you have now! Because you might regret if you happen to lose it!
Yin ci, I'll pray for you... Hope you will be tough!

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