Blues...
I'm still in the blues now, trying my very best to get over it...I seriously wanna get over it faster and forget about it, so that I can get my hands on other more important stuff. The fact that I was down and upset, make me so demotivated to do anythings. =_= This is me... Easily destracted and highly emotional... Cant help!
I even begin to doubt whether management is my cup of tea, because I dont seems to do well in it. Argh... I dont know...
I sms-ed mum and ask her to call back because I wanna 'teh' her... Hehe... Children are always children, trying to seek for parents attentions, no matter how old are they... LOLz...
Mum told me not to give myself too much pressures and just try the best that I can. Very glad to hear that from her... I told her that I was so upset over the 'P' grade that I got for my Business & Economy in SEA assignment and she say as long as it's pass, it's okay already. I know she is trying to comfort me so that I dont feel so bad or perhaps she knew that I had this high expectations (which obviously made me feel so bad at this moment!), anyway I'm quite relieved after chating with her despite still feel upset.
Mum is such a great mother. She never want us to get number 1 in class or score 100% for our exams, she always say she'll be happy if we tried our best. She never give us pressure like other parents will do (no offence!!!) and I know she just want us to be healthy and happy. Perhaps, she just hope us to be healthy and now I that I rethink, me as her daughter, never even fulfill such a simple wish of hers, make me feel guilty. =_= Mummy, from now on, I'll keep myself heathly, will go join Fitness First after my exams, and keep fit!
Well, have to stop here, because of me emo-ing all the time, from the moment I got back the assignment til now, whole one and half days, I end up didnt do anything that I supposed to be doing. Not productive at all on the Inventing Asian Traditions essay, not even my tute work for tomorrow.
So, people, pls pray for me that I can get over all these soon and do better for other assessments!
Til then...
posted by Dan Xuan @ 11:17 PM
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Well written article.
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