Stress...very very stress
I dont know how describe my situation now. In some deep shit I supposed. I got 1 assignment of 1500 words which due on Monday and I havent written 1 single word. The most important thing is I got no idea how to do it. Haih...There's one point where I feel like dissapear from this world and hence I dont have anything to do with assignments or tests or exams or whatever crap that Uni have to torture students like me. I also feel like give up and let myself fail, but I just cant do it. I cant afford to do that. I tell myself I must finish it no matter how. I hope I can....
That day, K mak called and she mentioned about me going to find a part time job again. Then I told her I'm too busy with uni work load and she just cant understand my situation. Haih... She said many people asked her why didnt I work. I was like who are those busy body/'pat gong'/'pat poh' to ask me that question. Even my mum didnt ask me to do so... Pls la people... That's none of your business, ok? Dont bother about people's children working part time or not because that's seriously nothing to do with you! It's not that if I go find a part time job, you will get my pay. As if you can be benefited from anything if I work. Very pissed off!
I also feel like feeding myself instead of getting money from my parents but I just dont think I'm capable of that at this point of my life. I kind of cant cope with my Uni stuff already, how to go work part time??? Dont compare other people with me! I'm myself, nothing to do with others. Other people can work part time during their uni years has nothing to do with me. I also wonder why they can do so, because I just feel I'm too busy, stuffed up with work at times when I dont even have enough rest or sleep. Or perhaps Melb Uni got extra work? I just dont know but people pls dont force me!
Enough of ranting for now. I hope God exist to give me some insprirations for my essay!
Til then...
posted by Dan Xuan @ 6:27 PM
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