Karaoke Night
Went to this karaoke night organized by MOMU yesterday night with Siew Joo, Adeline, Ed & Jin Han.
We were the 1st group to reach and the last to leave. Others went Federation Square & Lygon Street to watch Italy vs Australia.
Overall, it was good. Ed is really a good singer and all of us have fun.
No tram service at that time, so gotta walk back to college square from La Trobe Street in the cold winter night. Somemore I'm wearing the wrong attire, shouldnt have wore that knitwear....
Pass by Lygon Street, it was really crowded with people. Lots of police walking up and down patrolling. Ambulance was on standby too.
Unfortunately, Australia lost. It was quite unfair. Anyway, it's over and nothing can change.
Well, I'm going to Sydney tomorrow by 11.15am flight. Still haven't pack my things yet. Sigh...
So, I'll be away for about 10 days. Will post about my Sydney trip when I'm back...
Speechless...
Sigh... I dont know what to write...
Currently, I feel so down. Just about 3 hours ago, Qi Lun told me Yin Ci is not going to Sydney. My first reaction was shocked and I asked him back what should I do then? I shouldnt have ask him that question. I then asked him why is she not going, He just answer she got some family problems. Later, Yin Ci kept apologies to me. I still have little idea about what is happening but I sensed that it's something serious because she's crying.
Then, found out from May that her father pass away. Haih... She must be very hurt and sad now. I can understand that because I encounter it before.... Cant really remember how I feel when my dad pass away... That time I was only 6 years old plus. Perhaps I am not that shocked because he suffered cancer before that and may be I have some sort of so called 'preparation' in my hearts of hearts. I dont know... Or may be that time I was too young to understand the kind of pain/hurt.
Life is full of uncertainties and no one can predict what will happen tomorrow. Really... Everything can happen wihout you aware. So, dont ever waste a single second when you stil have it with you. Your parents, your friends, your own health, etc... Everything is so precious in this world and dont complain with what you have now! Because you might regret if you happen to lose it!
Yin ci, I'll pray for you... Hope you will be tough!
How can this happen to me?
Sigh...
My first attempt to create this post was furtile, dunno got some sort of error. So, this is my second try.
I'm watching a TVB Series now. "Always Ready" starring Boey Lam, Ekin Cheung, Chermaine Sei, etc. So far so good. It's about GFS (Government Flying Service), mainly describing the rescue tasks of the team as well as the characters' love story as usual. This appear wihout miss in Hong Kong series.
It had been a long time I never watch Chinese dramas, even since I came Melbourne... So, this series really attracted me. Moreover, I'm having a long vacation now. What else to do but to indulge myself with dramas???
Sadly, I just find out that episode 13 is missing!!! Finished watching episode 12 and was about to continue my series marathon, however I cant! Just believe my eyes! How can this happen to me???
I try to search for its torrent online, but I cant find any that allow me to download straight away. Have to register as member la... Do this and do that... Haih... I'll give up for now. Waiting for my friend to online and ask for her help. Hope she can help me la...
How can this happen to me? I made a mistake....
It's none of your business!
Another random thought...
I just dont undersatnd those people! I called them 'auntie' here. I supposed Malaysians know what I meant here. Well, they are those women who are like have nothing to do, except gossips on other people; comparing their own childrens with other people's children; etc.
They like to discuss on some matters and come out with some really ridiculous conclusion about them. They always thought they are right but in fact they are not.
Why would you bother about others people's habit? If he or she have the ability to spend, why must you comment on it? It's people's money and rights to buy whatever stuff they like, more importantly they are not spending your money. So, what is this to do with you? I wondered...
And also, what is the logic behind this? If someone is so called 'good at spending money', he or she can influence other people besides them to spend as well. Just dont make sense. Somemore, we are rational humans. Maybe you may think that women are just emotional, dumb, and shop blindly wihout considering. But i can tell you that you are wrong, absolutely wrong! At least, I'm not that kind of gals...
I admit that I love to shop a lot and it's my hobby, however I shop rationally. So, please stop your anecdotal ideas! And stop bothering others, because it's none of your business!
Holidays Are On!
Finally, I finished all my exams & assignments.
Went to College Square and stay over at Yin Ci's place last Thursday. Helped May on her accounting essay, learned from her mum how to make egg tarts, and had some wonderful moments there.
I wished I could stay there as well. How wonderful it would be if I can stay outside, instead of here??? I wondered...
Never had that kind of life before... Really looking forward to it. Life where I have freedom; where I can learn to be independent; where I can cook myself and manage my own place; etc.
During my A-levels time in Taylor's College, I stayed with my uncle. Now, I stay with my aunt. Dont know when would I have the chance to stay outside alone or with friends, wihout having my relatives 'take care' of me.
It's not that they treat me 'badly', somehow they treat me well. And I appreciate it! But, sometimes conflicts can happen. I dont want to see those things affect our relationship. Just like what happen last year... That really bothers me and I dont understand why u guys can be so harsh to me??? Cant u have more trusts in me or am I really that bad in your hearts? Why must someone that I respect so much dont believe in me and yet blamed me for something that I did not meant to??? I'm really sad and down about it; until now, when I recall that incident, I still cant stop sobbing. Call me 'soft' but I cant help it. I cant stand people accusing me for something that is not true...
Just some random thoughts... I understand the difficulties of my family; I dont want to further burden them. Staying outside means extra expenses, a lot more as rental here are superb high. But, I just hope that my wishes will come true one day. So that I can have my own life, very own life...
My exams are over!
Well, i finished both my exam papers.
I couldnt say more about the QM paper... It's equally disastrous or i shall say more disastrous than yesterday's Intro-Micro??? I dunno... I dunno how to do almost all MCQ. I end up 'tembak' the answers since I have no idea. Section B is rather okay, at least I know what to do, except for the last 2 questions...
Sigh...My friend was asking me: Do u think u can pass QM? I was like dunno how to answer... The paper will contribute 70% to the final grade. I got 28.75/30% for my assignment part. But I really dunno what will happen. I suppose i can pass... I hope so...maybe more than a pass?
Anyway, they are over and I cant change anything now. So, better work hard on my MPS essay! Aza aza fighting!!!
Disastrous Introductory Microeconomics...
Just finish my first uni exam paper...
How was it??? No comments...
I know my performance, it's not that good. There's quite a number of MCQ i dunno how to do, the session B, i feel like i'm writing some craps, while session C, i cant finish the last question & i din really answer well. Overall, it's not good! Sigh...
Tommorrow, I'll have my last exam paper- Quantitative Methods 1. Feel like cant breathe now... I havent done any past year paper yet... Too lazy over the weekend! It's all my fault...
May God bless me... Everything will be ok 4 me & QM will be better!
Finished one and one more to go...
I finished my Chinese studies final essay, the one about one-child policy. Officially done with it this morning at about 11am. YEAH!!! Quite relieved but really not sure how will it be. Really hope that I can get better marks for this essay (I got H3 for the previous one...sob...)
Anyway, nothing can be changed by now because it's already submitted. So, I got the Media, Politics & Society essay left, not forgetting my exams are on Monday & Tuesday. Most probably, I'll start doing the MPS essay this weekend, then finished it up after my QM exam end. Lucky I got an extension! If not, I dont know how am I going to cope with it...
Everyone out there: Wish me all the best for my exams (ehm...My goal are to get H1 for both intro-micro & QM...) and pray that I'll get good grades for my essay (at least a H2B...)!!!
